Wednesday, 26 August 2009

Every streetlight reveals the picture in reverse. Still, it's so much clearer.

Title: R.E.M - Nightswimming.
Just a general blog for my own peace of mind.

Simple minds seek simple goals, utter simple words and lead simple lives. They are free to wallow in simple pleasures, Yet, the more complex few of us envy their simplicity and wish it was ours to cherish. I love life at the moment, it's so complex yet so simple and i'm just really enjoying the buzz of everything. Sumer has had an amazing effect on me! :D


I'm just gonna' write, see where i end up. Ok?
Walking over the same old bridge, thinking the same old thoughts, the buttery light projecting itself onto the walls of the museum, hidden by ivy and the harsh outcome of time, holding the harsh outcome of time within it's walls, who have seen the outcome of time itself. Time is precious and consistent but it will always come with a twist. Time stops for no man, woman or child, time isn't a liquid, solid or a gas. It consists of memories, precious moments and would not exist without the strong need to. As would love, love is a series of moments,locked in time whether it is forever a feeling felt between the two who first grew fond of each other or just as a past feeling that was once deeply felt. Time is an important and cherished part of every human being.


I was just merely thinking about a conversation with a friend the other day of how we'd all like to be 'different' like to make a difference to the world, like to make something of ourselves. We all want to be somebody yet if everyone want's and tries to be 'somebody' we'll all end up being the same, if that makes sense. I love being in something for example when i'm doing a singing thing with the school or with a choir or if i do something that not many people are doing or something, i feel like i have an advantage over some people because i felt that i was different and making something of myself, does that make sense? It sounds wierd now i say it but, it's true, don't you think? But i don't see how it's possible to be somebody these day's without being labelled a fake, or just not enjoying it, people who are trying so hard to be a somebody are becoming somebody other than themselves, and i think i'd rather stay true to myself then be another wannabe making changes to themselves and standing out yet not feeling fulfilled i'd rather be myself and make little changes my own way, you know? Also, having the intention to do something is completely different to actually trying to change it. I don't know what exactly it is i'm getting at here i'm just pondering, so it's all a bit jumbled it's just my train of thought... That reminds me, i need to purchase a new notebook.

...Tonight's gonna' be one of those night's where it's too hot to sleep i can tell. Well, even so, It's late and i want to read my book before i get too tired, and the spider above my bed has now stopped moving so i can lie down, i'ma take advantage of it guy's 'cos it's been creeping me out for ages now, seriously, Tom and Joe will tell you haha. :F
Anyways I'm out. :)

Tuesday, 25 August 2009

A sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare.

Title? Sasha Fierce (Beyonce) - Sweet Dreams.
I know i'v blogged way to much recently and Tom, being the committed and cool kid he is informed me he has read them all 21 times. (Y) Haha.
So yeah, today's been great the whole day i'v been reading whilst listening to my ipod. Epic multitasking win. :D I woke up at 1.35pm 'cos i went to sleep at 4.30 and got woken up at 7.35 by a child kindly screaming 'I did a poo mummy!' This was Toby of course, but they've gone now and yeah, so i went back to sleep after being repeatedly woken by an iritating small child. I recieved a gorgeous postcard from Maddy today which was pretty exciting! I wish i was there, sounds so fab! Maybe next year ay? ;) And yes, it's going on my wall M, you got it in one! Haha. Then Tom text me asking if i wanted to go round his later 'cos he had to babysit so he was gonna' pick me up a 7 but the at 6.30 his mum started to feel ill, so we went out instead, but me Ross, Rosie ad tom aare going on a 'Double Date' tommorrow HAHA, then i'm going round Tom's for a meal. Should be fun, but i'm nervous about meeting his mum! :|
Me and Tom went for a walk around the park then sat down and chatted and listened to music and stuff, it was great. :) I loveeee you. Now i'm trying to hold up detailed texting conversations with 5 people... Geez, multitasking fail!
Oh! I'm going to Milk Way with Toby, Darcy, Ava, Ellie, Dad, Bill etc on friday. Shoud be funny PAHA. Then Mum's coming down to Exeter on tuesday so we'll probs go shopping ;) Will be goooood.
I'v just realsed idon'[t have any nice pictures of me and Tom together, we'll have to sort something out! Haha. :D
Guarantee i'll blog again later, but for the moment i'm out.
Sadie.

Sadie, you missed the annual orange rolling race...

Title? A WTF phrase made my my stepmother very randomly the other day in Totnes which made me burst out laughing! I mean WHAT THE FUCK MAN, WHAT THE FUCK.
1.24Am, Tom has just rang me telling me he's down the skatepark having a rave in the bowls with several friends including Tim, Tom French, Ross, Max, Rory, Ben god knows who else and he informed me that they've just ran down the middle of newort road topless, just because they can haha. Theyasked if i wanted to join them, an it was just so funny 'cos it was like a casul quesion and he was just like 'Hey, wanna come down skatepark now? We're all dwn here' i was like funnily enough declined as it' cold and dark and i'm sitting here with cramp trying to combat it with my Gromit hot water bottle whilst i'm editing photos, IM'ing and reading 1984 by George Orwell, well, what can i say, i'm a woman, i multitask but i don't do cold or dark or spiders.. but that's irrelevant. HAHA, my boyfriend is insane... LOL but i really do want to go down there i just don't kw how i'd explain why i was going down there?
Btw, shout out to Izzy just because she will be the first person to read it.;)
But yeah, skatepark... i think not. Warm bed/computer stool here i come/am haha :/. I really should stop posting blogs today geez it's just so exciting! I can't wait for me and Alice's little rendezvouz and shopping sesh should be goood! :D
HAHA, Tom i dedicate this blog to you, just for calling me! That was hilarious! I would join you but i'm sorry. Haha. I love youuuu. :D
I'v decided i'm going to do a weekly 'What the fuck phrase' and this weeks a battle between 'What the fook is crabbin' *Welsh Accent and genuine bewildered look on face* from Rhodri and Rheese, it was HILARIOUS.
Anyways.. I'm finally out, hopefully.

Izzy <3



The conversation with Izzy currently reads
'Izzy ⃡:) ͋ breathed in James May's cigarette smoke today :] says (01:55):
*:L
*I look forward enormously to these 'wtf' things :L(Y)
Sadie. reading (1984 ;)) and editing a picture and having cramp, i'm a woman, i multitask) says (01:56):
*you should because WHOOOHEEE they will be good!
*haha!!!
*totnes.
*what these people do for fun is so down putting.
*orange rolling!
Izzy ⃡:) ͋ breathed in James May's cigarette smoke today :] says (01:58):
*why oranges? it's insane
Izzy ⃡:) ͋ breathed in James May's cigarette smoke today :] says (01:59):
*they could at least use something a bit less likely to get lost or go down a hole or something, like a watermelon
Sadie. reading (1984 ;)) and editing a picture and having cramp, i'm a woman, i multitask) says (01:59):
*PAHAHAHA!
*IZZY.
*I LOVE HOW YOUR LOOKING ON THE PRACTICAL SIDE OF ORANGE ROLLING...
Izzy ⃡:) ͋ breathed in James May's cigarette smoke today :] says (02:03):
*well I'm a practical person!
Izzy ⃡:) ͋ breathed in James May's cigarette smoke today :] says (02:04):
*besides I'm all for a good game, but tbh using oranges is just ridiculous because they're quite small. watermelons would be better to use in that kind of thing. Or pineapples.
Sadie. reading (1984 ;)) and editing a picture and having cramp, i'm a woman, i multitask) says (02:06):
*Izzy, now don't be silly! We ALL know pineapples don't roll well! and besides what's wrong with grapefruit'?
Izzy ⃡:) ͋ breathed in James May's cigarette smoke today :] says (02:07):
*I'm print screening this... Sadie says (02:07):*HAHA!*send it top me if you are and i'll add it to my blog.
*because i am truly awesome!
Izzy says (02:07):*i was planning to add it to mine haha, we can both have it it'll be cool (Y)
Sadie says (02:08):*hell yeah!
*HHAHAHA sorry.. orange rolling, just when you think about it in all seriousness... *seriously *Just think! *then think of a grapefruit chasing it!
*i mean wtf!
Izzy says (02:10):*LOL*the grapefruit would win.'

Genuine hilarity, honestly!

Monday, 24 August 2009

She's a young girl, talking about herself...

Title links to PostSecret.
Well, this was just to show you my favourite PostSecret i love PostSecret, Kath introduced me to it (and i'm very thankful) and now i look at them every sunday well, try to, i think i will do my favourite one from every sunday from now on. :)


Oh and also, does anyone know how long it takes to get from here (Barnstaple) to Huddersfield by train? 'cos i tried to google it and can't find it? 'Cos me and Alice (Katy's friend who i'v only spoke to like once or twice in real life the other day, the girl who got me hooked on Percy Pig's) and we want to go on a shopping trip sometime soon and we have no idea where we could go and i don't think we could do it in a day so i think we'll have to make it a sleepover, either her house or a hotel! Haha, sorry if it sounds a bit vague, we're texting about it now. Ooh, exciting much. :D i'm well excited already. Isn't it wierd how you just click with some people and are really good friends straight i mean, seriously we've only spoken to each other twice paha, well and ALOT of texting. But yeah, that should be good anyhow! :F Oh, and today dad bought me the bird in a cage necklace from accesorize that i was gonna' buy today which was wierd 'cos i was talking to Alice about buying it last night haha. Fabulous and Toby aka Colin and Ava are here oh nd Ellie of course.. (Y) Toby is hilarious (L) Ava's a baby, Toby's 3 and Ellie's there mum and dad's girlfriend. She cooked a lush stir fry tonight! Me Tom Granger and Max went shopping today haha, i bought some floral leggings from Toshop which i like! And i'm planning on getting a denim shirt next week when i get more money, also i'm going to try and get a job either in the silver cod 'cos i looked at the job centre website or just ask around. Also Chuggy asked if i wanted to go to the beach with him somtme this week, prob's thursday and to invite people so i'm looking forward to what will probably be the last beach trip of the summer! So we have to get everybody and make it legendary.

Anyways paha, here's the PostSecret... Finally...
I just think this has a lot of meaning to it, i don't know any of the meaning or reasons behind it or what the milestone in this persons life has been but all i know is that it's deep and will obviously be remebered by that person for the rest of there life. And it just makes me wish i was a child again, like a young child, you can get away with anything and you have no worries, and everything is planned out for you, no need to think for yourself. But then again, i love, love, love being this age except for the fact that we think we can do anything and were completely invincible when we're not haha. But teen's have more freedom and we're learning to stand on our own two feet properly and we're geting ready for the rest of a self reliant, exciting, spontaneous adventure called life, and i cannot wait but one thing i'm sure of is that i will never know what's around the corner. I'm creating wonderful memories now and i have many wondful memories of the past and many wonderful memories to come, maybe my last day of childhood will come or already has i'm not quite sure as i havn't been able to distiguish it yet but i know that the rest of my life will be just as challenging, exciting, intriguing and delightful... Postecret, i think i love you. :D I will try and do a PS blog once a week from now on.. ;)
Sadie.

I don't know if your the one, but i like you ooh i like how you make me feel..

Title? Hope - Bring me flowers. Recently Hope, Missy Higgins, Amos Lee, Aj Rafael, Ludwig Beethoven, Gabe Bondoc, Feist and Laura Izibo are what i have been listening to NON stop! Basically, i love this song, this and Hope's 'Who am it to say' and 'Lighthouse' andMissy Higgins 'Where i stood' just make me think about Tom. Lame, much, but i'v just never felt like this about anyone before, it's wierd huh, how one person can be so important and bring so much happiness into your life, when i'm with him i just have that warm feeling and i'm just glad i have him, i don't tell him enough though,if you read this, i love you, and i'm not just throwing that around lightly. I have his necklace ('cos he gave it to me :F) and i'm wearing it atm but i admit i took it off today desite what i said, but itook it with me. Don't worry haha.

I finished Lolita and now i'v started on Orwells 1984, it's really good so far and i'v ot so many mre fab books to read i'm that cool i'm excited. :F and now my wall is like done, i wn tamper with it for a while and mytransport ticket wall is coming on haha i'v now got 8 train tickets up (including my London tube ticket for the 3rd of June 09) and 7 or 8 various bus tickets to vaious beahes, Bideford and Swimbridge haha. (Y) That's because i hate to admit it but i'm a hoarder.
Anyways just a quick blog 'cos i'v got the pic's from the singstar party at HLy's HAHA, they are so unnatractive but hey! It was good fun. :D Oh! And i have like 2 from when i slept over Rosie's last weekend.








(Rosie's house just before Seven Pounds which is an amazing film)


















Geez, i never knew i looked so attractive... : Nah, don't look that bad usually... honest. Haha, but yeah, as you can see it was alot of fun! Attractive bunch we all are haha.
Oh and just a little note to self besides stop pulling faces in pictures to Go visit James May up the Tarka Trail! What a legend, but honestly does he not know what chav's will do these day's, the will probably the night it's finished do somthing stupid like pouring gun powder along the length of it, set alight to it, film it then YouTube it, but that's chav's for you, don't you just love 'em.
I'm glad to be back... haha. Oh, one more thing i just wanna' mention Ash aka Rambo in this vlog because she really is amazing and we've become quite close lately and had some deep convo's... Mosrlt involving shadows... PAHA, nah she knowswhat i'm on about anyways Rambo on a rowing machine FTW...
I'm out. Sadie.

Friday, 21 August 2009

(Friday 21st - Monday 24th August) War is peace, Freedom is slavery, Ignorance is strength.'

Title? 1984 - George Orwell. (Amazing Author)

I'm finally feeling better, i mean, i can eat now! Haha, it sucked though, like i said, it wasn't swine flu, but you never can be too sure. Haha, i have to stay here another night now as Ash is working which sucks and dad's looking after Ellie (his girlfriend) who's in hospital for some reason or another so i have to stay here another night. Meh. Ohh well, it's alright here. But i would like to go gig tonight which sadly i can't go to. I have now ran out of ipod AND phone battery which sucks... ALOT as i really want to listen to my music and talk to Tom... (N) :/
Ahh well, i'll be back tmo and be able to see peopleee again! :) So should be good. Haha, anyways, Heres a blog of my past few day's before the illness...
Monday, i arrived and we just played zombies and took myrtle out etc, tuesday we went on a nice walk around the River Dart which was nice and i jumped in! :F it was fun! ut cold and embarrassing as a bunch of canoers had just got out of the river and i was in my underwear... '_' but it was eerm.. 'refreshing' haha. Then we had a milkshake in a cafe and went to Morrisons and bought stuff for pancakes! It was pretty cool!

Us doing our pancakes...

Then Wedensday we went to Cockington, fed the ducks, walked around for a few hours, had a cream tea in the 'Olde Tea Shoppe' which was lush. That night i was sick 5 times... and throughout thursday i was in bed... (N) Friday though we went to this really nice beach and we went into this old castle, grea photo oppurtunity and again, no camera! I picked up a shell though. The sea was really nice, we went to a little secret cove with blue water and everything, it was beautiful i sat for a while on a rock, pondering over... everything.

Saturday i caught the 2.50 train back to Barnstaple, got back at 4.35 got home, charged my phone paced and headed on over to Rosie's for the nigh ith Ash, Rosie, Tom, Tim, Rhodri, Rheese and Isobelle tagged along, cute kid. :) Rhodri and Rheese where the welsh randomers... 'What the fook is crabbing' is an infamous quote from them. :F We got harrassed by chav's... In Rosie's back garden for christ sake, Ash called them stunning, and they thought it was me, so now about 7 chav's want to 'slice' me :F Lol, apparently i was being racist? So we threatened to call the police on them and just stood there, well they did, my leg was bleeding so i got a plaster. Haha, but then the next day they started throwing stones at Rosie's car, so her mum phoned the police and they got them. Chav's are such ignorant fail's... That was after we went for a nice walk to Hartland in the rain, we got to Hartlnd afer a long and amusing car journey singing tres loudly and dancing this was in Rosie's mum's car with Ash, Rosie Isobelle and of course Joanna Northridge! Legend of a mother. Then we had to walk to the beach, we got there and decided to spontaneously jump in the sea... what a mistake that was... it was freezing ad when i jumped off the rocks i misjudged the water and it came up to my breasts... ¬¬ haha, then we had some food on the rock's, on our way home Rhodri decided to push me down the hill haha, so i chucked blackberries at him (Y) then we got back to Rosie's, i bagsied the shower first of course. Then we had a roast dinner... Yum. Then me Isobelle, Tim and Tom had a game of table football, i fail. Haha, Meh, it was fun! :) Thank's Rosie. :)

MuchLove, i'm out... Sadie.

Thursday, 20 August 2009

Swine flu?

Hey, i would have blogged earlier but.. well i have vomited 5 times since 3am and i still feel sick, i have practically all the symptoms and geeeeez, i feel terrible! I mean, i doubt i actually do have it but still... seriously, i am typing this from my bed in Totnes and all i'm able to do is lie down, vomit, and starve off the virus... which for people who know me, they will know that this is not an easy task for me... i mean i eat ALLLL the time practically! I have to drink water, which makes me feel better but then again, about five minutes later makes me curl up in a ball due to pain and to try and stop myself from vomiting, god, it's awful! :/ I'm supposed to be going to Ash's tommorow aswell and then Rosie's the night after... i don't know if i can manage it tbh. It's just soo annoying! It's sunny today aswell, i mean... :@
But yeah, been on a few nice walks, Cockington, The River Dart (which i spontaneously decided to jump into) and various other places. We were planning on going to Quay West on a sunny day but... i doubt water slides are the best place for me atm. Haha. So basically we've cancelled it down to swine flu. Perhaps it was the train journey? 'Cos you kno9w, public transport these days... bit dodgy. Haha, and i'v also realised that when i lie down/sleep i'm fine but when i get up and walk around i feel terrible! Christ, if i don't see you again, it's 'cos i caught swineflu and died.... (Y) Bloody swines.
I'm out, S.

Monday, 17 August 2009

I am now in Totnes.

This week will consist of Nazi Zombies, an annoying brother, outings to various nice places (which i wish i had my camea for) and waiting to see Tom for another 5 days! Hmm, not too appealing (except the X-boxing aspect i'm sorry to say.)
I become a bit of a gamer when i'm here i must admit, i mean, what can i say, it's fun!
My headphones have broken AGAIN, but i'm not spending another £18.50 on a pair of Apple headphones, i mean, what is the point? I was sat on the train today on the way to Totnes WISHING i had my camera on me (i mean, i had enough room for it to fit in my majorly oversized suitcase i aqquired from my grandfather) and i was sitting on the other side of the train because there were so many perfect photo oppurtunities i was missing out on, i'm dissapointed, that's why i need my camera fixed as i used to carry it everywhere and it's so useful as these day's i see the world as if it's the lense of a camera, wherever i go i can't help thinking, 'oh, that would be a nice photo' or looking at the composition of things and such, and when you don't have a camera it becomes very frustrating! I also need a new notebook for... well, 'personal reasons' haha, well it's not but, yeah. :) Ash knows what i'm talking about.
On the train up here i took my 'One flew over the cuckoo's nest' as i have now finished Lolita FINALLY, which i'm glad about, but still have alot more books to complete. :F I'm actually excited... Lame much?
Anyways, i guess i should be off as Bill's playing Nazi Zombies and he needs me to hlp him, we got to level 12 a minute ago, YAY. And i'm soon awaiting a postcard from Maddy! :D
Much Love, S.

''And though the shadow of a sigh may tremble through the story...

...for happy summer day's gone by and vanished summer glory - it shall not touch with breath of bale the pleasance of our fairytale.'' Lewis Carroll - Through the lookin glass and what Alice found there. As per usual this book is FULL of brilliant thought's that leave you pondering and rethinking for hours, i love Carroll, he writes stories full of wonder and fantasy, jam packed with imagination and bursting with deep questions and meanings, the type where you have to re-read the sentence several times to really understand.

Hey, this weekend's been a pretty good one to be quite honest, saturday me and Ash were bored and talking about ho much we needed to complete coursework (as per usual) and so, we decided to meet up and make a start on some of it, we took it up to castle mound and bought a iced vanilla latte from Costa, it was really nice, we were planning on going to Boston's but father was in there and i was trying to avoid him as i borrowed (without permission) his hawkwind t-shirt with the touring dates from liek 1889 or something, so it's quite dear to him, but then we headed to castle mound, surprisingly it wasn't filled with chav's or drug dealers/user's today, which was miraculous! And instead of coursework we got out our Percy Pig's and just started to talk, we spent about 3/4 hours sat up there talking, it was really nice, and then we went back to mine and decided that Ash would stay over, which was fun we read this blog, it's so amazing, honestly, it's so good, and we became really i mean really, overly inspired and thought really deeply into some things, expanded them and we've decided to do a project on it ourselves, photography and such, iwont explain too much you'll just have to wait and see, maybe. It was so funny though, we got proper freaked about loads of stupid stuff haha, but we did ALOT more talking and talked about really personal stuff, it was nice 'cos i feel me and Ash have become really good frends recently. Then sunday morning we had croissants and clementine juice from m&s, in bed, which dad brought and then we had to get up and get back as Rosie was going round to Ash's to help with coursework so we needed to get back so we went into town and looked around for corks for the bottles we were planning on sending out to sea... we couldn't find any though as it was sunday and practically everywhere useful was closed so we caught the bus up to Ash's, Rosie arrived about 20 minutes after we got home and about 15 minutes after we had put the 14 inch vegetarian pizza into the oven (which it wouldnt fit into) which was tres amusant to watch Ash struggling with, and hen we set to work on coursework whilat watching EastEnders well, just for background noise anyway, huge portions of pizza and alot of coursework later, it was time for Ash o get ready for work and so Rosie asked if i wanted to sleepover at her's, sopolitely i agreed, ;) and because i love Rosie of course, and it was fabulous! We had many delightful and enlightening conversations with her family, one in particular about Muller Corner's delightful offer of 'Local Farm Attractions' and Farmtown on FaceBook which Rosie's mum and Isabelle (youngest sister) are fascinated with and we were taking the micky and said that that was our only local farm 'attraction' also alot of lovely conversations about the butch competetors in the Athetics world championships...And alot of talk went on about Rodrey... MAHA. The boy who's going to stay at Rosie's on wednesday who is our age, Welsh and unfortunatley named Rodrey, Rosie's going to keep me up to date on what he's like because he sounds... interesting haha. She's also asked if me, Ash, Tom and someother boy's could stay round saturday night and meet Rodrey... Should be interesting, don't blame me if i burst into laughter as soon as i meet him i mean, who could blame me ay? We watched 'Seven Pounds' and it was so good, i almost cried at the end, i assure you i was welling up, it was one of those films which everything slot's into place as you get into the film, and they leave subtle clues as to whats going to happen that when it happens you understand it all, but yeah basically it was amazing. :) Then i later found out that i had to be back homefor midday because i still have to go to Bill's today, so we had to get up at 10.15... one was not amused, we ate some toast, got dressed got the bus and now i'm at home, and due to a change of plan am now getting the 10 past 5 bus meaning i didn't need to get up quite so early afterall... Humph. And yet again i have changed my wall, but i like it now! Now i just need to redo my pinboards, i will probably paint them and decorate them... I have started a train ticket wall charlieissocoollike on youtube, check him out he's pretty funky and i'v got all my bus tickets stuck up in a jumble up on my wall too! So, life is good, but i need to re-tidy my room because, as always, after Ash's sleepover it has become insanely untidy again... :/
I'v realised after talking to Rosie last night, Tom hasn't actually been round yet, so he will have to come in soon. (Y) Anyways, i'm supposed to be tidying my room and stuff, but i'm going to go watch a film, whilst tidying my room, 'cos i am cool. :)
Sadie.

Saturday, 15 August 2009

The Ugly Truth.

...We did go to the cinema in the end... :) it was pretty darn splendid!
And i'm now addicted to Percy Pig's courtesy of Alice, Katy's Yorkshire friend, Who, I now text frequently 'cos she's awesome! (L)
Yesterday was quite alright tbh, we just went ot again, spent alot of time (well spent i'll add) on Liam's front lawn, that's right LIAM KNIGHT GUY'S! He's an awesome kid, supernerd extreme! Haha. (L) We also went to Pizza Hut, and wandered arooound town, then we said byeee to Alice.... :( it was emotional haha. I HEART YORKSHIRE + it's offspring! Haha, so yeah, then we walked into town, walked to Liam's house,sat on his lawn for a while, where oddly i got bitten by an ant, on my eyebrow what the hell, seriously, so we let Tim off there, walked home a difrent way to usual, thrugh Forches and such and sucessfully avoided being severed, injured or even verbally abused by gang's of chav's half our height yet twice our age, but we did almost get attacked by a dog, through a fence... WAIT two dog's... through the SAME fence... ¬¬! I got home, with like half an hour spare till the gig which i was attending to get ready, it was Ru's birhday and she ws pretty G'd up i must say! Haha, to sum it up, the gig was shit! But we got free badges, cool wristbands (which i'm still wearing may i add) and we spoke to some insane people, and i met a few cooool kid's and we avoided a sticky situation with Loz... (Just). Tonight was a right laugh, me, Ash, Nickie, Izzy and Delve got on up to HLy's house for a bit of a SingStar thing with Chilli, an odd drink fountain thing, several cats (sadly not named Colin... long story) a trampoline and french doors(?)... It was awesome, the pic's will be on FaceBook soon due to Nickie, so i'll put a few up perhaps? It ws soo funnny! Cheeer's HLy! :) Also, Next friday is Ru's party, and apparently it's gonna be like a 'Skins' type party... I'm pretty excited if i'm honest, and... I'm thinking of getting my haircut, either into a bob and getting a fringe or shoulder length and with layers and a fringe... What do you guys think? Get back to me, i'll like, leave a pic of me with my hair straightened, and a pic of my hair natural (curly), sometime soon when i get one to see if it'd be a good idea, bearing in mind i have thin hair... Any other suggestions would be gooood. :) Pleaseeee get back to me, not sounding desperate or anything. ;)
Oh, and also, i have got my FIRST EVER PROPER TAN! Which i'm properly proud of i mean, seriously, i love the beach and surfing but getting a tan just top's it all off! We need to g to the beach again soon, i must say the weather is very 'disorganised' at the moment though, which is sad and tres annoying!
I have 9 books to finish by the end of the summer hol's (that's like what, two and a half weeks?) that's including Lolita which 'm like 4 pages of finishing, FINALLY. Haha, should be good though, readg is cool! And it's typical, i have JUST found my library card whic is funny 'cos i havn't seen it in like 4 years and last week, i bought a new one 'cos i wanted to take book's out... ¬¬ typical much! I shoud have called this blog 'Having fun, isn't hard, when you've got a library cad...' But what's done is done. :)
I have to go up to Bill's on monday for a few day's and i'm really pissed off about it 'cos me and Tom were planning on meeting up 'cos he get's back from that Folk fesival thing then... after like 5 day's!! (N) So we're planning on like meeting up and stuff via the train, which should be interesting... And me and Ash also wat to go to Exeter together, so we'll probs end up doing that thursday, 'cos we wanna go before Rumer's party, i'v just got some new clothes, but what's the harm in buying more...? If i have money that is!
-Note to self: need to buy, or get my camera fixed as borrowing my dad's camera without his permission and at long intervals is not the way to persue your love for photography god damnit!
-Note to 'Gang': we really need to plan or find some more interesting things to do when we meet up because isn't so fun we you've wandered every square inch of it lik.. all the time! Haha (Nickie, you know what i'm saying!)

Big Love...S.

Tuesday, 11 August 2009

Hmm..

So it looks like perhaps the cinema's not on after all.
Well, tbh, i have nothing at all to do tmo! So hopefully we will get up to something good without it being a fail. HAHA.
WE NEED FRENCH COX! Was something that will be familiar to all inhabitants at Saunton beach today as me,Emma and Char had no idea where they were so we decided to shout it... after realising what we were saying... (Y)
GOD, i am so hot/bored/tired/aching/burnt (N)
x

Oh i do love to be beside the seaside..

Again today i went to the beach... me and Tom were gonna go just us two but when we got to the bus staion it was such a coincedence as we saw French, Emma and Char all going to Saunton too! So we went with them! It was really fun! Jkae Wood came and joined us and later on Rob. Cox and French, hred a surfboard and i wowed everone with my surf skills... : haha. It was really good though! I have suchhh bad sunburn now though! Earlier i moiturised my whole body so that it wont peel hopefully! Haha, i need a tan, christ! Yeah, it was juts an all round great day! The other night i didn't actually watch team america, i'm planning on doing so tommorow night 'cos i'm hom alone atm, so about to dowbnload some stuff of iplayer and i'm currrently on YouTube with a cup of tea and Chocolate Digestives, the classic is always the best! :D I swear, recently i have drank so many cup's of tea, i think it's that week with Maddy paha! Im addicted.
I have tropical juice too!
I have gotten soooo many freckles from being in the sun so much recently! I love the beach! I have been 5 times this past week!! Tmo, Tom's going to some festival thing for 5 day's... :/ which isn't so good and Maddy's going away for 2 week's on thursday! Epic friend fail... And me, Nickie, Katy, Alice and Tim are planning on going to the cinema to see... 'Ugly truth' or something along those lines? I have no mony whatsoever! But i have Orange wednesday's!! So me and Nickie shall share this!! Intelligence much! I'm really knackered tbh from all the exercise i'v been having recently haha, so i'ma go. :)
Night guy's... S.

Monday, 10 August 2009

Smiles all round?

Hey guy's :D
well, yesterday, i went to the beach AGAIN with more people this time we had an ace time, me and Heidi went swimming/wave diving, for agesss! it was tres relaxant :) i wish i owned the sea! Haha, i got mega sunburn though, well, it's mega tan on the upper part of my back and my shoulders and neck etc and 2 random patches on my leg, which is rather annoying and quite painful. Haha, guarantee that it'll peel and i'll be paler than usual! ¬¬
Today grandma came down from Wiltshire on her way down to Wadebridge? Waybridge? (Cornwall) and we went out for a meal in wetherspoons i actually had a really constructive conversation about my career path and what i' need for such and such job's and what would benefit me most and singing and theatre etc it was a nice change from the random chit chat usually haha, and then we went shopping, we were planning on getting a sewing machine, but didn't in the end 'cos we want to look more into it haha, i got like £130 of clothes instead, skill's! I felt real bad after though... :S... 'Thats what grans are for' she said haha but still... then i got home, pretended to tidy, Maddy called in and we went to the library, i got out 'Clockwork Orange', '1984', 'The Go Between' and 'Craven House', so expect some quotes soooon. ;) I'm also rearranging my wall AGAIN. :/ it just doesn't look right god damnit, i keep trying to tidy my room aswell but keep getting sidetracked, mostly by this darn thing (laptop) so yeah...
I just ate a scotch egg, pickled onion monster munch and a KitKat peanut butter... YUM. :)
Can't go to Exeter with the gang tmo as lack of money has finally effected me god damn, but instead if the weathers nice i'm gonna go to the beach with Tom! :) Yay, excited much, c'mon sun... shineeee!
Anyways i guess i really need to tidy now much to my dissapointment! Maha, i may have to have a slice of my grandma's Victoria Sponge with a noice cuppa' tea first...
I'm out, much love, S.

Saturday, 8 August 2009

Summer is alive and kicking.

HEYYY. :D i havn't blogged since like monday! Well, tbh it's 'cos i'v been tooo busy to blog haha, in the end i ended up staying at Maddy's from monday till friday then she came round mine last night. Basically tuesday we learnt to play poker! It was pretty awesome especially whe i kicked everyones asses!! Chuffed much! Paha. It was really fun :) but not quite as uncompetitive as Maddy says. Haha. Had a pretty splendid time at Maddy's all in all. :) Tuesday also consisted of victoria sponge and rocy road making which went down tres well, i'm glad to say. Ohhh and then we played a few games of Ping Pong! With me epicly failing! I seem to have come to the conclusion that i suk at every sport except competitive games and poker. Haha. Our conversations meanwhile our random renditions of slightly 'interesting' table tennis were not as pleasant however... and ended our night with a pleasant and regular film, being dodgeball, including hthe infamous... CHUCK NORRIS... i can't say anything except... (L)
Moving swiftly on...Wednesday we headed off to the beach with Mady's family (+ Felix) and coincedentally the gang was there too! :) so we went over said hey etc, went in the sea did all the random jazz and stuff :) it was pretty gooood. :) and the good weather was a FABBULOUS change to the crappy weather we'd been having earlier (which has luckily brightened up now!) followed up nicely by 'Lesbian Vampire Killers'... all i can say is 'interesting' funny in parts but an overall guy's/lesbian's film due to all the.. um.. naked lesbians perhaps?
Onto Thursday... my fourth and second to last day at Maddyyyy's...
Well, thursday we found out that Maddy would be accompanying my father, his girlfriend, my brother, rheannah, darcy, toby, ava, zinny (and a non-existent syd as she was depressed about her hair cut... haha) to the beach (Croyde) on friday and were very happy about that and so we decided on getting up swiftly as had a family Maddy used to now from Derbyshire coming down for lunch we got on really well with Alicia and got chatting. It was a change. And just ater lunch, literallystraight away (as Felix had to go) the boy's decided to go down to the new lake and go swimming Hell No were we going in... well in the end it loked as if we were, we got down there to see what they were up to they were in boardies jumping off a tree stump intowhat was quite literally a muddy pool... so,well we plucked up the courage to jump, straight into that very sme muddy pool fully clothed (well me topless with jeans) it was tres cold and so we decide to ive it another shot! Haha, it was great!! A fabulous lunch was had by all me thinks. I headed back into town quickly to collect some more clothes for the beach the next day and ended up having quite an awkward car journey home with Maddy's mum as i listened to 'Furelise' 'Moonlight Sonata' and 'Pachelbels cannon in D major' and other various assortments of classical music on my ipod. :) That night, we didn't have a film to watch so we deided we'd be a bit more hardcore than that and game! Sooo, of course (with no Nazi Zombies) we'd play a bit of 'Rock Band' with me and Maddy failing at drums/guitar we did the vocals and i got 100% which i was blody proud of! Haha, oh an midway through a song Archie and Ben (Maddy's brother and friend) came into the attic and he (Ben Ashleighs Ben) looks exactly and i mean EXACTLY like Peter(?) Beale Ian Beales son off eastenders PAHA.
Friday morning ater teasing Ben about this fact we headed off on the bus with Archie and Ben and not to mention a whle load of ignorant chav's on the bck of the bus aged between 12 & 17 in vast array of heights, basically it was a very interesting bus journey resulting in them getting off the bus at.. none other than the 'John Patts' bus stop in Newport of course, which (thy had told the bus very loudly) they were going to go to McDonalds... as if they didn't fit the chav/inbred stereotype enough... Then our beaching began! It was a very nice day,with very nice sea, very nice people and a very nice beach! Which of course we had to leave to head on over to this rugby club gig that Helons Melons were doing! Oh and not forgetting Odd Sox... Let's just say overall the night was...'interesting' but well done guyssss. :) Even though Danny did forget the lyrics... haha. :)
Today was pretty alright too actually went to the beach with the 'guys' haha, went in the sea,plyed forty forty, was a bit different, but was good! Cheeeers Chuggy for that ice-cream! Haha.
Well, if i'm honest i'm off for my regular film now, bit late but Meh, i'm planning on watching... 'Team America' Fuck Yeah. So, should be good, i'v only seen clips of it so far... 'Everyone has AID's' haha. So, catch ya'll later, or perhaps even tommorow after my 3rd beaching experence in a row! I'll need to be up to be at the bus station at 12 for Saunton again.. Argh. Insanity may wash over me aftr lack of sleep due to restlessness and a bastard kid who's also known as Bill or 'My brother' haha. :) (Btw, i'v just got Twitter... Follow meeee - 'SadieeFox')

S.

Monday, 3 August 2009

Extremeeee...

The title? The only line from the film (Harold and Kumar) that actually stood out to me haha, which the boys kept on repeating...

Havn't blogged since like... sunday? saturday? somewhere along those lines...
Anywaysss.. Yeah, so here i am, Mady's atm, after a pretty eventful day...
well after my lazy day yesterday paha! I stayd in my pj's until 9 oclock at night and only because i had to go get food. Haha, i stayed in all day, finishing off my wall which has been like it for months now... i'v got like fashion pic's, music, various words which some up my life haha, three aces from a pack of cards (as i lost the ace of clubs) random advertisements from London and various other things that interest me, actually i have some floral material up there too.
Now all i need to do is cover my other wall with pictures of friends 'cos atm, i'v only got one of my pinboards covered atm, i'v been meaning to do it for months just hvn't had enough pics.
Yeah... onto today, we met up at Ollie's at 12 but me and M. met up at like 11.30 'cos it was convenint for us both (my bus, her lift) so we went to the park and talked for a bit. :) Except these bastard kid's throwing stuff at us.. bearing in mind they were about 7...'_' then we headd on up to Ollie's we were the first there (except Josh who we had seen riding up earlier) and so we made ourselves comfortable, when everyone was there at first we were in the kitchen listening to a variety of positively shit rap/westwood type music accompanied by the guy's eating rustler's and pot noodle in the interval of Harold and Kumar, it was a general lad's type of ting. But it was good 'cos it's so different to what us girlies are like ay!? Haha.
After Harold and Kumar, (H & K for short) Ollie's mum and dad were due back so we headed on up to Josh's house to retrieve H. & K. number deux from his locked house, which wouldn't be a problem if he'd had had the keys... Haha, we headed to Rob's to watch it. Lack of sofa/house space so i sat on the couch with Rory, Stroudy, Josh and Ollie, feeling like a bit of pimpette haha Tim and Rob sat alone in the corner and Maddy had aquired the floor. Was all in all pretty good as havn't seen those guy's in time. :)
Now, me and Maddy have no idea's whatsoever to do 'cos we're not in the mood for watching a film and we're like pondering over idea's haha. Maddy's currently playing Titanic on the keyboard in front of me haha and Felix, who i am lucky enough to be in his company for the what... 4th time!! I mean christ, i might aswell be his cousin or what have you myself. Haha, we are now on first name terms... Lol.
Yeah, FaceBook is becoming a bore and i'm all game for a night of perhaps some YouTube karaoke and hot drinks, so i best be off. :)
Forever yours... 'cos it sounds a bit more, personal to be honest and i think we're ready for that now blogspot, don't you?
Sadie.

Saturday, 1 August 2009

'colour me blue, i'm lost in you...'

Hey guys. :) Sorry, the last few... bit depressing huh. haha. wel, i'm back on form now. ;)
After a few convo's haha.
This past few day's have been great tbh, i'v spent alot of time with Tom, practically everyday just walking and talking... :) i'm just happy.
Then last night me and Maddy went round Hannah's for a bit of a sleepover 'cos her parents were in Southend so we went round watched films, facepacks, strawberries & chocolate, nail-painting, and general girly-ness. Haha, it was goood. :) We watched 'Slumdog Millionaire' and 'The sisterhood of the travelling pant's' which was good Slumdog ade us think though, i mean i'v seen it before but it's very like, yeah anyways, then this morning we were planning on catching the 10.45 bus... which turned into 11.45, 12.45 and finally 1.45 haha, then when we got to the bus station i had to wait 50 minutes to get the keys to my house, whilst needing the loo... which is not such a good thing! The 3 of us again, after so long, it's wierd, me and Hannah had drifted alot last year but this year i think we've become quite close again, which is great!
I love Hannah. :)
Currently downloading some music on limewire which i tried to download on frostwire but it didn't work :F but yeah, and i'v just been out with a few randoms, Max, Josh, Tim, Rory, Ben.F, Martina, Ollie and the when people went (like 15 20 minutes after i got there 'cos they had been there all day) me and Max and Rory and Tim and Ben went to the shop and bimbled about then me and Max wet to Tom Grangers and played (i attempted to play) nazi zombies (COD) haha,quite funny, then came home, now i'm here, waiting for a baked potatoe with a cup of tea.
and perhaps going out for a bit later with Tom again and maybe Tim and Tom French... not quite sure though 'cos i can only go out like 8.45 onwards and may just curl up... we'll see. Haha.
Signing off much love...
Sadie.