Life goes on.

i'm a pathetic jerk. I'v decided.
Well, that's it guys, this is me.
A happy, funny individual with a great and stable life... HA, sarcasm much,anyways,i'll stop going on now with the self pity etc.

I may blog again,depending on my mood and whether i feel it's actually expressing me. Instead of some make believe person i seem to have been creating recently. I guess i have been expresing me,just in a diferent light than everyone has seen me so far, making them beleve it's fake, well, tonight i'v realised something, i don't care anymore. :)
Mads & Tom. Thank You, you are my sturdy rock's, my shoulder's to cry on, well, everything i need basically, i know i'm a complete jerk to you both most of the time but, you are both amazing and you don't realise what big parts of my life you really are. Tom i am just so comfortable around you, i'v never felt that way before... And Maddy, you are THE best friend, what more can i say... I love you guys.
Big Love infact.
Oh and Kath, an Asian legend in her own right, Thank you,you have helped me alot so far.

HA, life sucks.

'She thinks I can't see the smile that she's faking and poses for pictures that aren't being taken...'

HA.

I am who i am. I'v tried, i really can't be bothered anymore.
It's up to me the way live my life, the way i portray myself, it's just up to everybody else to accept me and i just feel everyone is moving on, i'm left behind, with nothing.
I'l get over it...

Someday, i mean, that's life right?

'she thinks I can't see the smile that she's faking and poses for pictures that aren't being taken...'

Title: John Mayer - Comfortable. I love the lyrics to this song and it just made me think, there's alot more to people then just the public 'face' they put on, a different side than the one they want everyone to see... John Mayer is amazing. :)

Hey again,
i felt like writing and was just thinking, you know, i guess i'm quite a solitary person, i mean, i love people and all but i guess i'd rather be on my own or with a like minded, easy person. I love walks, the hand in hand type, just wandering round not needing to speak, not needing to do anything or go anywhere nice. Just being with that one person is enough, you know?
So, i went for a walk earlier, not that far though as i obviously don't know the area.. at all.
But i sort of guessed and yeah haha, it was alright i guess, i was just thinking about things, people, stuff. I was thinking, it seem's as if this year has flown by, i know it's a bit of a clique but, this year hs been the best year so far i think, at school. I mean i'v met so many important and distinct individuals i'v grown closer and drifted from so many people as well, i have changed my outlook on life too and i have got an amazing boyfriend who i really feel comfortable with. I'v kind of realised what it is i'm reaching for at the moment, I mean, i find it really hard to concentrate in school, but i'v been told i can achieve top grades A's & A*'s by my teachers but i don't seem to realise that this is my whole life now, i can't just blow it away on mindless chat you know, but even with realising this i still can't seem to settle down, which really is annoying because, i need to work this out it's not just a joke now, i don't have a second chance and i need to really work now, properly.
I'v also been thinking about college and what i'm doing after school and stuff and i'v realised i have no idea what career path i'm planning on taking, i mean, i know i want to go to college and uni, but if i don't know my career path, how am i going to figure out what subjects i want to take at college and such it's acually not that far away.It's wierd to think that soon we're going to be practically completely responible fort everything, for the rest of our lives, no planning or help from anyone else it's all upto us, i find that very daunting, a very big step, into adult life, into independance, of course it's a good thing it'll just take alot of getting used to. It's been playing on my mind alot recently not just that but what i'm actually going to do after school, college and in genweral life, you can only take 4 subjects can't you at AS level and then 3 at A level, is that right? Or vice versa i don't know but i think i'm planning on taking english media/lit, biology, chemistry and either phsycology or sociology, but at the same time i'd love to take a creative subject as i feel i can really express myself, but i need to know what i'm planning on doing in the distant future if i can plan for the near future, it all has an effect right? But I really don't know at the moment. I'd love to take photography at college but then again, my dad taught photography as a lecturer at college so i can learn everything off him whilst getting my four much needed A levels. Which i guess is a plus side, but i'd love to take a creative subject maybe art & design or something? Maybe i could take that at uni, possibly, geez, i need to think carefuly and so much more about this, it's not just a pointless, no brain decision, it's my life.
Oh, and my phones ran out of battery so if you text me any important things i wont be able to reply until tommorow as i'm catchingthe train back and my ipod's very low on battery so i'm saving it for the journey home, even so, i need to think so much more about everything.
Izzy's day party... what's that all about i just got an MSN message from her asking if i'm going. What's going on? Sounds pretty alright though, i'll probs end up going, havn't seen most of the group in a while, i miss the whole general gang, i mean there's so many different personalities and types of people, it's fabulous that we're all like, good friends. :)
Sorry, my blogs are always so long and i guess i really should go now. :/Sarah will be back in a minute anyways so i can't get into explaining everything i want to at the moment and i can't really explain everything anyway, it's just...wierd but she'll be using the computer, she's out taking the dog for a walk and my brother's shouting for me to go help him on COD5 (which i must admit i'm getting pretty into, but i am a complete n00b at it haha) so.. thanks for listening, reading, whatever i'm actually really glad i have this now, 'cos you can get to it anywhere if there's a computer and internet connection (which these day's is practically everywhere) and just writing things down makes it all alot clearer in your head, whoever had the idea of blogspot is a genius! Thank's again BlogSpot. I know i say it all to often but you know.
I'm out for now. :)
Sadie.

'dancin in doorways, mouldin' with model clay, while the sun fades away...'

Title: Ladies in Silver - Dylan Patrello. (YouTube artist) This songs very slow, but i like it. :)

Hey guys, I'm really into Blogging now, seriously! Addicted much.
But anyways, i last blogged on friday, been wanting to blog all weekend but been unable to as on saturday, i got into the back of a van, on my way to a free, (well, not so free but we got in free) party. It was awful in the back of this van, lack of oxygen and lack of light and interesting things to do! Haha, but when we got out, god was i appreciative of...everything, haha. When we got there it was alright, the weather was pretty good but still, i'd rather be at Instow at 2pm to be honest. Ahh well, so after a while i got into it more went up to Ellie (Galvin), who i havn't seen in ages and we got talking again, went into her van and watched a film, 'Drop dead Fred', if you ever get to watch it do, it's a bit odd, but quite funny. Then we watched 'Confetti' that was good, set out a bit like a documentary but it was good. Then later on, well, i must admit we got slightly tipsy...Vodka & coke/cranberry, white chocolate vodka (Y) and some foul tasting beer. It was pretty funny until we woke up the next day feeling kind of...ill. Haha. Well, we went to bed at 6.09am, woke up at 9.09am until like 10.00 then i listened to the acoutic playlist on my Ipod and got back to sleep... until 2.11pm, was a pretty alright night if i do say so myself. So we got up got ourselves sorted out, and today and all of last night, it decided to rain...'_' not so alright afterall, all my stuff is damp, my shoes, myself! so we went backj into Ellies van again and watched another film, i'v completely forgotten what we watched though. :/ and then Bluebell went into the hammock and watched 'Drop dead Fred' and then we ate some more food, then it was like twenty to 7 so we decided just to curl up and just talk and stuff haha. Then i toook some pics but they're shit as the camera is shit and the setting/weather was awful etc. Then at about half 7 a few people wedged themselves into Ellie's limited van, haha, me, Ellie, Sarah, Willow, Arlo, Bill, Nat, Lisa and two other randomers. Haha, all soaking wet and tired, we were a great bunch to be with... We watched 'Drop dead Fred' again! Which was a bit tedious as i remembered everyting they would say and do, but it was alright. It finished at roughly 9.15 so at this point we got into the car 'cos we were supposed to be leaving today but me, Bill and Sarah were dying to get home and all of our stuff was soaking wet through. So we decided to go home, So at the moment i am sat on Bill's bed, in Totnes with lack of laptop lead as he left it at mine. So, i may not be blogging again for sometime! Haha, hopefully i'll go home soon 'cos i wanna see everyone and i'm slightly bored now. I'v just had a shower and my god, was it the best shower i'v ever had, when you've been in a field for a day and a half, you will be longing for a shower and when you get one, dear god, it's magnificent! Haha. But it is lovely here in Totnes, fab garden, which later on i will be sitting in and reading/Ipoding, and such, may treat myself to a little walk, maybe to where we went last time, it's lovely up there, but i need a camera if i'm going up there and don't have one so perhaps i'll ask if i can borrow Sarah's. :) Anyways, i'm 'gonna go have some breakfast, well looking at the time now lunch and then go Xboxing, well attempting anyways. :F
I'm going to get the train back tommorow i think, hopefully, i mean i love it here but... I LOVE TRAIN JOURNEY'S. :D Well on my own anyway, i shall be blogging after that. (; Thank You rain, for finally stopping all this raining nonsense. Yes, i do love rain, every once in a while, when i'm inside and watching it, or in the correct gear, but not when i have to sleep in a tent and i want to take pictures...
Chat later guys. :)
Sadie. x

'You keep my mind so occupied, In a busy yet beautiful way...'

Title: Summertime - Gabe Bondoc. (L) I'v fallen in love with this guy's musical and lyrical talent.

Generically Original.

Sorry this is just a quick rant then back to the blog, so if your in a good mood navigate away from this particular blog but if your in a spectacular mood, would you care to carry on reading?
So, everyones major goal these days to be 'oh so original', people who try they're very hardest to be original are the most generic of them all, well, in my eyes anyway. The originals are the silent types in the corner, full of compassion and burning desire, but who are too afraid to let it out. The generics are the ones who try sooo hard to be original that they lie to themselves and to others but unintentionally, they sit and think so hard for hours on end of what to write or say or how to act or whatever! Don't get me wrong, i know i'm not original, but i'm not trying, or worrying for that matter. I am who i am, i do what i want, i live how i want to live. You know? I just don't see why people get so worked up about it. Sorry just a recent think about several people who i know who overlook the truth and the real key to happiness sometimes. :)


Anyways, onto today's actual blog.
Today, i'v spoken to several people who i havn't in a while and i feel that i'm drifting an awful lot from some of the people who matter a great deal to me but who i didn't realise were particularly important. It's just I feel like i'm constantly in my own world at the moment. In my own world yet trying so hard to be a part of this world, i don't know what it is. It feel's like there's a layer of cling film between me and reality a hazy, thick fog sheilding me from the subsistent worries and burdens of normality. I seem to always just feel like being alone, taking photographs, reading or listening to music and it's wierd you know? I don't know exactly what it is, but i just seem extracted from everything at this present moment. I want to be isolated from everything but at the same time i also hate feelign this way and wish i could jus tget back into the swing of things. I feel like i'm missing out, and want desperately to get back quickly but i'm enjoying the bliss of being alone... Hmm, well i guess i'll need to sort this out somehow, sometime soon, but until then... I might have to write in a bit, just my feelings and everything in 'The big black book.' :)
Today i'v had a lazy day. Completely lazy. I mean, this wasn't the plan at all, i was planning on going to the beach (again) with the same company as i had yesterday and leaving early, so we had the whole day just to relax but... it kind of turned out differently... the exact opposite to be fair! I'm sitting here writing after a whole relaxing day of being in bed, reading, texting Tom :) (who is back today btw! waheyy) listening and downloading more music, listening to various original artists (which i got tipped off from by Aj Rafeals channel if i'm honest (; ) and just lounging about. Free to do what i liked and having the house more or less to myself all day. I Had Bill (the brother) here too, but to be honest he's not exactly going to change my judgement or what not. So yeah, i'v been playing music, eating food, (my favourite past time i have to admit) etc etc. Pretty cool.
May treat myself to abit of alone time with the Ipod in a bit, just for a walk in the last glimpses of the vanishing sunlight.
Hmm.. that's a thought, i'v just realised i have art holiday homework to complete... Meh i kind of cba to be frank but then again i'm feeling quite creative at the same time... well, we'll see what happens, but no promises! Carmex has been a big life saver recently it's been all i'v been wearing out which i'm quite proud of as i normally wear some skin make up aswell but i havn't really bothered recently. So when you see the pics from Westward Ho (which father is still not bothering to give to me in some shape or form) don't judge me! Because i am not wearing a great deal of fakery... and i look somewhat, terrible. :D ('Kay guys, forgive me but the pics are finally well and truly up!)
I love the feel of surf hair. Do you know what i mean? Not like a day after or whatever because obv you would shower (or in my case bath) the very same day but i mean, when your on the beach and you've just come out of the sea, or on the bus after a fab day out and your hair has dried into that 'au naturel' style of waves and curls with that slight messy look... well anyways i love that feeling! I don't quite know why? I thin it's just 'cos it reminds me of the day's events and what a contrast life at home is. It's just fab. Anyway i'm rambling as usual, but even just writing this has made me feel better. Thank you BlogSpot. (L)
Btw, check out PostSecret (should be somewhere to the left of you) every sunday as the 'postcards' left on there really make you feel lucky and appreciative to what you have and just because at least 1 of them each week i can relate to and i just love reading how people have over come something or what that little milestone in their life has been.
I have finally deleted Bebo guys! Theres the end of an era. Haha, it's not that i need it, it's just i'v had it so long! Awwwh well, i'm deffo glad it's gone! Facebook is the new black.
Hmm, 'kay guys, sausages, mash and a vanilla and blueberry tart later, i'v decided against the walk as it's now too late and i can't be arsed to be quite honest tommorow maybe? And Anyways, Father has just got back from the allotment with a film and some goodies. YAYYY. :D So, instead i think i may have to exit Msn and this lovely little blog of mine and go and appreciate those, i mean, i don't want to be disrespectful... (in other words i'm taking advantage of chocolate and such :D)
BTW, i have no such idea of whats going on tommorow now as i'm supposed to be heading off to Instow at two for a little 'social event' ;) but now i have no idea what's going on as i may have to go to Bill's for a few day's...total bummer. :/ I really cba tbh and i just want to go out and see everyone as i havn't in agesss. Well, if anyones kind enough to let me sleep round there house in such short notice then give me a buzz 'cos that's the only way i'll be coming haha... damn. :/ Meh, whatever happens happens, shall update tmo! :)
P.S what do you think of the new layout/pics?
Comment pleaseeee. Thanks. J'adore BlogSpot et You guys.

Peace out Guys. :)
Sadie. x

Perfect ecstasy.

The title is a link to the blog 'Check it' by the blogger 'Just me' please check it out, she's so true about the things she writes, she's an original and I find it quite inspiring. :)

'Kay, i'v just been updated on the blog updates thing of one of the blogs i'm following 'Just me' and i love what she writes! it's just really true and i just love her outlook on life? i'll show you a section of the blog that she's written...
'For the first time ever, i really dont care if we have sun or not this year. So far, its been miserable, and i honestly dont mind. I don't care if im tanned and can mess about on a beach, or if i go for a walk in a scarf and winter coat and kiss in the rain. Summer isn't about the sun and the ice cream; its about making it six weeks of pure ecstasy.'

which when you think about it, i feel the exact same way! I mean, i was at the beach yesterday and we had just been in the sea when it started raining, and i just sat down, in a tidepool with a wide grin on my face and just closed my eyes and raised my face to the sky. I love the beach in the rain. It's beautiful.

another section...
'My summer ecstasy, is my walks on the beach, my kisses in the rain, my warm evening barbeques, my lazy cuddled up mornings, my evenings spent stargazing, my afternoons watching raindrops racing down the windows, my making time for friends, my spending time how I want. My being in love. My making it beautiful. My perfect ecstasy.'

I wish i had written this because, to be quite honest i think this sums summer up completely, i love this section it's just, perfect. This girl is quite an inspiration to me, i don't know who she is or where she lives but i can really relate to what she says and i really enjoy reading her blogs. So, if you ever read this, Thank You 'Just me'. :)

'Say's a prayer and she's kissed, by ocean mist, takes herself to the sand and dreams...'

Title: Summer dress - Red house painters.
Another amazing song, which i was introduced to by Maddy, who still need's to send me it! (:F) This also fit's both days, but i feel it fits yesterday completely as i felt so calm and secure alone by the sea with only the crashing of waves, squawking of seagulls and rough stones beneath my feet to answer to.
Yesterday (Wednesday) about 10 minutes (literally) after i last blogged, i found myself heading off to Westward Ho via bus with father et mon frere. It was a really nice day actually, weather wise and just very relaxing and generally inspiring.
Through the looking glass...When we got to the 'Ho, after a fairly long bus journey with a little help from my trusty companion monsieur Ipod i managed to enjoy it with Bill (the brother) in the background squawking to see if i'd let him listen followed briskly with a simple no of course haha. Well to start things off, what would you do? In all honestly i think this was a simply marvellous decision (unanomous of course) to go get a ice-cream: medium '99 only the classic for me! After this we had a long walk on the beach again accompanied by the Ipod. Later on after admiring the sea and such we headed towards... THE ARCADES! With £20 in my pocket (and a little help from father) we got ourselves ALOT of 2p's (Y) and in traditional style i won it all back on the slot machines! HAHA. :) Good times, the we bought some sweets with the winnings. ;) Next we moved onto the other side of the beach whilst dad looked at the beach huts...'_' i saw a nice place to sit down for a while read for a bit and then couldn't concentrate fully so again listened to my 'acoustic' playlist on my trusty friend haha and it inspired me to take a few nice shots so i decided to nab fathers camera (as i broke my own :/ and have had urges to take photographs for months now (N) so this was the only way) which was very rewarding. :) i have a few shots to put up on here, but father as deleted them off his camera and only uploaded them to his laptop (bastard) so i'll have to get 'em up as soon as which hopefully will be sometime tonight (Y) 'WATCH THIS GAP.' (Oh, and Kath if your reading this then i did take your idea of the ipod/general picture 'cos, well i like the idea so you'll just have to put up with it ok. ;))
This took about roughly twenty minutes/half an hour to take the pictures which i was quite pleased with as we were in a rush haha. We then bought chips and caught the double decker bus back, i took another picture from the bus view which I rather like :D the downfall was there was an epic traffic jam from about Instow until Fremington, in which i took this photograph...... it took about 45 mins, but i had a camera and a book and an empty top deck for most of the way meaning i could sing! haha then when we arrived home about an hour and a quarter ter we'd left, i didn't feel like going home (despite the illness earlier ^o)) so i text Max and called him up on his offer to go out earlier so i made him come out, it was lovely weather and i was in a great mood, comfortable and kind of fuzzy around the edges, as in just happy, warm, razzed up. I don't know what it was. So we met in the square, i only had half an hour as i needed to look after Bill but then later on i decided he should come meet some randomers, and as most peoplewere away, we got out Luke Gibson and Liam... very random and fairly awkward as i hav't spoken to him in months but Meh.. haha. Yeah, the nights events were fairly average-dull....

'I wanna sing, While the ocean sleeps, I wanna feel, what it's like to be free...'
Title: Lighthouse - Hope.
It's an amazing song, simple yet melodious, full of feeling and truth. I found this on the bus journey home when my Ipod was on shuffle and thought it was perfect for my more random and fun filled feelings and memories of today & yesterday.
'Kay, so today (Thursday) i was supposed to meet up with them again but instead i decided to go to Croyde with Dad, Bill, Sydney, Rheannah, Ellie, Toby and Darcy. It was GRRREAT. We caught the bus at 12.50 and headed on our way with Darcy and Toby fighting to sit next to me it was quite a tedious journey haha. But i was content anyways. We got there me, Dad and Bill not realising everyone was planning on going in the sea so i borrowed a new bikini off Ellie (from her pack of two you see) and well, wore my bra into the sea anyways haha. Again we had an ice-cream but this time i had mango & passionfuit sorbet it was Deeeelicious! But before we bought the ice-creams we went into another shop and... well, Toby (of 3 years) decided he would pee on the floor.. lets just say, i never knew so much liquid could come out of someone so small! So we briskly exited apologising profusely and repetitively... then, we headed toward the beach, where we foud a nice uncrowded spot behind someone elses abandoned windbreaker and plonked our grateful arses down. Then we ran upto the toilets and ripped off our clothes and decided to change...skills. Then we ran/stumbled towards the seaaaa!! Eyes streaming hair flowing everywhere! This was most possibly the greatest idea yet well, would have been except we had Darcy and Toby, bit of a bummer but Ellie looked after them! Then we went full pelt into the water (well i did anyway) and we discoveed it wasn't too cold which was pretty darn awesome and very benificial to our exposed bodies! HAHA. Then i decided to repeatedly dive head firt into he oncoming waves... Epic wave fail. After a while we went back because Darcy kept falling ove and stuff so we couldn't go out any deeper. So we took her back, buried Sid in the sand with an extra long body and an added head res (for comfort) then ate lots of food. :D
After a while and an attempted seagull fail we decided to head back down again for more wave diving and 'fighting the waves' we decided to roundhouse kick and karate chop the waves, resulting in nr death experiences! HAHA. then i accidently headbutted a wave...'_' not thebest of ideas, i got a nose full of salty water and a face full of seaweed and a lack o self respect and dignity! Haha, was pretty fun though. There was endles streams of spray and after about an hour and a half when the waves started to get VERY messy and sarted to get big and the undercurrent got stronger and we had started to ache and were in pain from the cold only then did we head back and on the way found some warm and much appreciated tide pools... so we decided to sit in them, except i got cramp in my foot...(N) but yeah i spasmed for a bit then we headed back up to the rather large windbreaker with it's lack of food and such. Then about an hour or two later, we headed off to Billy Budd's. Pizza, coke and Doughnuts awaited us. (So much for my healthy weeks so far! :/...Meh) Then i bought a picture in a frame from some photographer on a stall just packing away, i like it, simple. beautiful. Finally we caught the 7.50 bus back home! The day out's over but i think we may be watching some random film...(yn) I'm content, warm and itching from the sand. All in all a good few day's me thinks ad hopefully it'll carry on seeing as perhaps we're going out again tommorow, beaching again i think. I'd gladly go again i love the great outdoors...Thank you Sun, & Rain actually, for just topping off these two days, oh and of course Mother Nature for being such an inspirational and intriguing piece of ass.
Twas aceee thanks guys. :D
Sorry, rather long but it was a good, long two days. :)
I'm out... Sadie. x

'Dutchmans trousers...'

Hey again, my title is just a reference to a convo in the car with Maddy's mum and brothers on the way home earlier, something about a patch of blue sky surrounded by the grey clouds being called 'dutchmans trousers' and i realised that like, i guess thats been my week so far, patchy and with a slight glimmer of hope (being the blue sky in this phrase haha) but then kind of, being brought down or just changed and i just thought it fitted the blog name for today.... so yeah, moving on Yesterday, we saw Harry Potter, in screen 1 (the biggest ;)) at 3.50 and it was FABULOUS. :) i really enjoyed it! I can't understand all these people saying how they didn't enjoy it at all and found the storyline rubbish... I really can't see how anyone of any age can find that boring as it can relate to everyone in different ways! The special effects, the storyline, the acting, it was all brilliant. And just really intriguing!
Meh... anyways, yeah, our little girly night was pretty cool, we were like talking about health and beauty tips and stuff and like how we want to be alot healthier than we are already and stuff. It was cool, and before we watched HP1 (which is so wierd seeing him like smaller and dorkier.) we sat talking for ages about alot of stuff :) it was fab! i love Mads. :G
Yeah so last night we watched several episodes of Mr. Bean haha with Maddy's brothers (Archie & Jack) and Luca, the french exchange... awwwr... he's just adorable! drank hot ribena (which Maddy was kind enough to spill all over me and the floor! haha) which was very relaxing. Then finally when we went upstairs to bed, we lay chatting for another hour and a half. Haha.
But yeah, back home now, contemplating whether to go out or not, but i really cba 'cos i'm not feeling all too good atm so might pass up the oppurtunity! Haha, recently me and social events havn't exactly been best friends... well i guess i'v been all too busy to worry about socialising :/ but awwh well. :)
Oh! I also got a new stretch for my ear on saturday and put it in saturday tooo just plain black 2mm haha, i had a blue one before but took it out and snapped it whilst rehearsing at TWOZ (N) but yeah, it's pretty cool, i don't wanna go bigger than 5mm though i don't think, 'cos they're pretty... well not exactly the most feminine of things you know what i mean? But i loveee them small.
Tom's coming back from somerset on like saturday which is all good i havn't seen him since like saturday! haha. :) Brothers round this week, which is pretty funky so might pass on the social events front this week and have a quiet week in perhaps? i dunno we'll see how it all pans out.
Again this isn't very interesting as i'v nothing of interest or intellectual content to say atm tbh, (Y) i'v just got back so it's just a rushed update on what i'v been doing and i'm not really in the mood to write anything meaningful or any of that jazz.
So.. i'll like write something interesting/slightly decent (well, to me at least) soon and then post it hopefully.
Thanks guys, Sadie. x

Just a quicky...

Heyyyy. :)
This is just a quick one to keep you updated. But it's officially the first day of the holsss.... YAYYY. :) So yeah, thats pretty cool. Anyways, yeah i'm just at Maddy's atm, with the French exchange guy... awwwh. :F
Maddy is undressing right in front of me and we are just about to watch HP1 'The philosophers stone' i actually can't wait for the new one tmo, i mean, i'v heard it's awful from friends and family but...Hey ho, i'm still excited! :G
But yeah, i have just removed my make-up (what little i am wearing today) and i need to get into PJ's, get all snuggled up with fruit and face-masks! YUM.
BTW, 'Clean & Clear blackhead clearing cleanser' is SOOO painful! : haha... well anyways, so much for short... :S. Mads has found the face mask underneath the pile of paperwork and various electrical gadgets and were raring to go so....
I'll update you on HP and various things like tmo, or soooon.
Sadie. x

Moderately good things come to those who wait...

Hey, this is all new to me but i'v wanted to blog for awhile so, i thought i'd give it a go, you only live once and all that jazz. :)
Well, then, tommorow is the first official day of the summerrr!!! I cannot wait, but what i wouldn't mind is some sunny weather, i mean seriously. All in all I don't mind the rain, as long as i'm inside, but i do love the smell and i love the way it washes away all your doubts? I don't know what it is it just makes me feel relaxed, anyways... so yeah, these last few weeks i have been tres busy what with 'work experience' and TWOZ (the wizard of oz). Work experience was fab! i'm not or ever have thought about working with children but i thought it'd be a bit of fun and it's just a great skill to have and i just wanted to see what it was like and stuff i miss the kids now though haha, i mean two weeks with a bunch of adorable pre-schoolers is alot of time to like bond you know? TWOZ, was also A-MAZING! God i loved it, except for one thing, the stage make-up has given me spots and general bad skin! But it was worth it, I LOVED IT, and the outfits...;) 1930's housewife (Me mid-sentence in make-up and costume, yet without my hairbow...)

This is a random picture of us deliberately posing like tards but i like it. :)

(Sophie, Maddy, Fran, Me, Haylie.) (Matt, Fran, Me, Maddy, Sophie, Hannah.) Attractive.

Of course full body lycra complete with wings and little jackets for flying monkeys!
(Us in action on the dress rehearsal, we had horrendous masks on the actual performances)

(Me, Matt, Maddy, Fran.)

Us with Ozian Make-up between our rushed costume change. (Fran,Me,Maddy,Matt)

This is us 3 in monkey costumes and the rest in their jitterbug outfits. (I don't have a monobrow it's one of the deelyboppers! haha) Haylie, Maddy, Hannah, Me, Sophie, Fran.

(Complete with masks, Maddy,Matt,Fran,Me, Billy-as a winki

(Matt, Maddy,Fran,Me.)

Wahey... HAHA. Yeah, a whole week of singing/dancing/general flying monkeyness... ACE. Just annoying that the first time you can do the dances confidently is mid week through the show when theres some bastard who has moved right in front of you so you have restricted movements. haha. I met some great new people and t has just got me into the whole kind of scene, you get me? Heres a few pics of it. Courtesy of Billy and Fran and alot of spare time in the first act. Oh and the after party was so gooood. (Me, Sophie,Haylie,Maddy,Fran,Hannah,Lara)

(Top line - Stacey, Maddy. Lower line - Me,Sophie,Hayley,Haylie,Hannah,Fran,Lara,Becky)

The rest are on FaceBook. If you care to look. :D

So, what is the definition of a blog then? 'To write entries in, add material to, or maintain a weblog.' Sooo, kinda like a diary? Today will be my introductory blog as today blogwise, ('blog' count) nothing i did will be of any interest to anyone, anywhere, as my day consisted of being rudely awoken, reading a book and listening to my ipod (whilst still in bed) getting up, planning to going out to the park with a few randoms, yet being told that i had to tidy my room. Getting two missed calls from the 'best friend' ;) and a several texts including several from the boyfriend (L) who's at an airshow and who is from tommorow going away until like, saturday! :/ I am running tres low on credit though so couldn't reply with anthing that would make cnversation! '_' haha. And i'm also currently trying to download a film for my ipod, not entirely sure if it will work but fingers crossed! (yn)
Tommorow i'm off to M's for a bit of a sleepover, 'cos we havn't hung out in a while, well we have, but not properly? We're going a bit girly/geeky. Facemasks, fruit and a Harry Potter omnibus! What more could a girl need! 'Cos we're off to see the new Harry Potter on tuesday (and dressing up like true fans! haha) so we need to be up to date of course! ;) so, shall blog about it all soooonies.
So yeah, until next time, i'll try and be consistent.
Sadie. :) x