Ave Maria! Jungfrau mild, Erhöre einer Jungfrau Flehen...

The first two lines to one of my many German classical anthems at the moment, this has been continuously in my head for 5 days! But i still love it! I can listen to it on repeat about 5 times and sing to it until i realise that it's on repeat...
Th english translation: 'Ave Maria! Maiden mild! Listen to a maiden's prayer...'
I feel so oldskool today! I mean seriously, i had those boxes of raisins have in primary school, i played 'Kats' cradle with mine and M's shoelaces AND me and Tom listened to all 3 of the PokeMon songs on his phone... Jealous much? Have been very healthy today up until about 7.30pm. :/ I hadn't had my chocolate fix!?
I have been in a really good week so far. :) i got my £2.50 in today for my progress file, i need to submit my art sketchbooks which will boost my art grades obv. Haha. :) CyberBass has become a strict regime now haha! St Matty P goers will know what i'm saying here. ;) Haha, it's actually quite useless and i can only sing along to the bits i already know as it's monotone or polyphonic or whatever... But anyways.:) I have a bit of easy English to do and i may do some myMaths revision/online homework ;) then i have to attempt to learn my lines for Romeo and Juliet in english for tommorow. :) I'm Mercutio and we're doing the scene where he dies, we have picked the most effective lines and i like it ;)
Whilst practicing today in the hall we got shouted out for being too loud inside by Miss Hall Tompkin, so we went just outside and got shouted out by some random teacher for being too loud so we went to the bt by the stairs which was fab and it was so funny, i was on the floor dead and Ollie (Romeo) comes along and says 'I am so high, my dik is so hard i just wanna fuck and steal, steal and...' and Mr awlingson walke round the corner gave him the wierdest look and walked away haha! It was funny, and Ash and her bloody thrusting!
ANYWAYS, just thought i'd say I'V REACHED THE HALFWAY POINT TO 100 BLOGS. :)
S.

Let us go singing as far as we go; the road will be less tedious

Title? A quote from Virgil Eclogues.
Bach and beach, basically, friday night’s beach trip could have gone SLIGHTLY better i think.. BIG misunderstandings but other than that was nice, except for the bare minimum of silly people... but anyway… I had a relaxing night, me and Tom had a nice chat whilst sat in the dunes surrounded by the grass, the sea, the sound of the waves and the wood smoke in the air. We walked down to the sea when it got dark with the subtle murmur of our friends behind and the glow of the fire backlighting us. We had the vast, intense black sea ahead of us with the gentle lapping of waves near our feet which seemed to chase us through the nigh. The shadow of the grass on the dunes swaying either side, and the appledore skyline just framing the night perfectly. It was a calm, crisp night. So, this week has been FAB so far. Yesterday (Monday 28th Sept.) I realised how the few pathetic, petty people are so small and insignificant in my life compared to everything else and so i have no reason to bother about them. I wish they’d see that too and realise i’m not important. As on the whole i don’t hate them it just annoys me they’re ‘breach of confidence’ or whatever you’d say as nothing you say to them will stay secret. Or whatever, i sound like a bitchy person but i’m not, it’s just recently… But anyways, so i’v realised that and i’v also realised that the most random people will come together and create a really happy, great group! and i’m glad i’ve seen that. Thanks. What topped off a great day was a hilarious trip to Maddy’s followed by a fabulous rock band game and cup of tea and biscuits. The man in the mini-bus though HAHA, what a bastard! Then followed by a FABULOUS singing session with Colin at West Buck, who is NO LONGER a figment of our imagination thank god haha. That was great except i now have a sore throat and several female upper sixth formers were glaring at us… But hey. And today has been a good day too. :) Had to go to Little Fishes in Braunton (work exp.)afterschool to get my lost forms resigned It was wierd being back! But in a good way, i only saw Luca though as the rest were outside, I missed the children, i mean, two weeks is a long time to bond with someone :/, before that i was with Tom until 4 which was fab! I havn't spoke to him properly since the beach. :/ But i do love you VERY much Tom! :) Sorry, i don’t have much time for blogging atm with coursework, reading and general life-living.

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I did have a few more but not enough credit to send 'em.
S.

Meh.

I'm sick and tired of people judging me and telling me i'm fake because of my bog. For christ sake, those people are the most pretentious people i know and try to prove theselves all he time it's like. God, i'm over it now, i'm myself and i don't give a shit what you thnk anymore as you will NOT get far with narrow mindedness and igorance, i just want a fresh, new atmosphere instead of petty nonsense which has NOTHING to do with them and doesn't effect them in any way. For christ sake, i'm not telling you to read it. If it's me writing it, and it's what i truly feel, it's not fake and theres no need for you to worry, seriously. If your prepared to show two different sides to you, can't you just let me show my two sides? I blog my feelings you blog yours. Thats why i'v decided to only blog the irrelevant general day to day things on here and i have my ideas, thoughts and feelings somewhere only certain people can read to stop pathetic, pretentious people judging me. Okay, i knwo i'moverreacting but i write this for myself and i want something less... personal i guess as in not for my friends for myself and for somewhere that noone will bother loking for my blog unless someone gave them reason to. :)
S.

If i stand so still, in a beautiful silence, i can watch the world go by

I find obsolete infinity intriguing. I love when I'm angry, depressed or happy to go walking, to get away but also, just to think. Preferably somewhere where i know no one, no one at all. I love to sit and watch the world all it's mannerisms, and the odd ways of nature whilst time flys by. As if I'm invisible and i can just observe, step back for a moment and just listen to the world. Or even down a busy street i love to blend in and just listen to the odd titbit's of conversation i hear when walking past people and i like to wonder what and who they might be. Where they're rushing off too. But, sitting there, by the river, surrounded by the wonderfully real silence of growing things and the ecosystem beneath me all cooperating, i like to just contemplate i feel like i actally mean something, i feel that i fit in out there, skimming pebbles and sitting by the wall, smiling to myself. I just like to think how truly beautiful, is the silence of growing things :)

Trust in your friends and they will have reason to trust in you.

Title? A line from cartoon Star Wars series i was watching with my brother. (Y)
So, today i am calmer and not in such a wierd mood. I dunno what that was all about... but anyways, it's 12.08 and i'm still in my pj's talking to Tim and Max on msn. :) Random chats ftw. Anyways, i'm feeling peckish and listening to James Horner the braveheart theme. It's good, bu i prefr the piano version, very repetitive especially when you don't realise that it's been on repeat or 4 times...
When i actually get up and stop lazing around. If i do something interesting, shall let you guys know. Btw, Me, Vicky, Hazel, Rheannah, Toby and Darcy had WAYYY too much fun last night after the fireworks playing ring a ring a rosies. (Y) Skill's, how i wish i could be young again. AHHH, now i remeber the point of this blog was for more fair pictures. (Y) and a few of the beach.















Me and HLy.
S.

Make all our dreams of make believe, reality, troubles never find us there

Priscilla Ahn - Find my way back home. She is truly amazing. Her beautiful voice, skilled instrument playing, beauty and down to earth personality make her a true idol.
After the whole episode earier, i'm talking to Tom and was talking to Maddy and feel so much better, but the thing is i know i'll feel like this again, i don't why or how to stop feelng like this, i'm sure i'll be fine tmo i just don't want to have to worry about being stressed about school and things or friends or whatever, it is not good. Negative vibes and such. (N) But i'm pretty relaxed at the moment thanks to Priscilla Ahn, Ingrid Michaelson, my calm and acoustic playlist, my gorgeous boyfriend and my amazng best friend, The beautiful instrument that is a piano, featured in many of my favourite songs at the moment. So thank you.

Silent tears roll down my angered cheeks, the reason unknown.

Unknown is the worst type of knowing.
As you can tell i am not in the best of moods, and blogging down my thoughts and feelings helps me relax, i know it's not the most private and personal place to do so but thats what 'delete' is for.
I have no idea at the moment why i feel like this i'm stressed, highly strung, emotional, argumentative and i mean i's not normal to burst out crying is it? I don't know why i feel like this, and tbh, it's scary. I mean, lashing out at your nearest and dearest is never good and i can't seem to help it atm. I don't know what it is, jealousy? Hormones? Stress? And the best thing i could do right now is to relax at a friends just chill or someting, but as i'v beengrounded for tonight this is physically impossible. The grounding however has not helped my state of mind. I realy have NO clue as to why i'm like this but i actually just want it to dissapear, it's not a nice feeling! Just everything is getting to me. When one thing goes away and gets better something else goes wrong. And i'm always just waiting for something to go wrong for me. And sometimes,the people you expect to understand you, the people who you just NEED to understand you at this particular moment, just don't.

If we, as a society, lose our voice completely, then we'll be utterly lost.

If we lose the will to freedom of speech then, all is lost. We as a society will become nothing but a bunch of sheep? We will hang on every false word that falls from a power hungry, ignorant fools lips, those lips will do or say anything for a slice of fame and a handful of gold.

The fairrr!

I love the fair. :) Thanks Gypsys your money making, unsafe fairground rides are AMAZING. :) Shot blog today as i hae spoken WAYYY too much about the fair! But today we're hopefully going up to codden hill to watch the fireworks and such tonight. :) Shoud be good! My friends really do mean alot to me, i was just thinking, i mean, everytime i'm in a bad mood or a wierd mood orgenerally pissed of they make me happy! And when i'm in a happy mood, they make me happier! I mean, that is the best thing in life! Happiness. So cheers. :) Especially for all the fun times, random out or sleepovers or just cheering me up, for that i love you guys! :D ;)
Oh, and wanna here something nicht so gut? My phone broke yesterday which is a bummer tbh! God damn, meh, i'll just buy another cheap phone. :) It's cool.
S.

Fairground views and sunset hues.

Here are the pictures, as promised! :) And another enjoyable fairground experience coming up tmo. More photo's to comeif there are more oppurtunities! ;)
Buti have St Matthew's passion until 5 after school then me and Ash are whizzing off with HLy. :D

Are you going to scarborough fair?

Title? Simon and Garfunkel - Scarborough fair but with a much needed lyric change from scarborough to BARNSTAPLE!
Tonight, was the very first fair night!!! IT WAS AMAZING! No jokes, i know i said i wasn't that excited about fair but GEEEEEZE it was soooo fun!
The whizzing fairground lights, the loud music and the whirring of the rides is exhilerating!! I spent almost all of my money but went on a shed load of awesome rides! Including the new one 'Stargate' IT WAS ACE! Seriously, i love the fair! It's almost as good as christmas!
Guy's you really missed out if you didn't go and the caremelised cashew nuts are LUSH. I went on loadssss of rides but spent loadsss of money, SHITTT.Specially as i'm going friday probably too!
All of the rides i was able to steadily hold my phone i took pictures i.e Freakout, Terminator, Bounce, Waltzers. And as for the others, well it was physically impossible! But they were awesome! And HLy has some pics too, dad went with Ellie, so no doubt he'll have taken a few snaps. You know those random people who try to push Jesus and Cristianityon you at the most random places!? Well, we wen up and qestioned his theories and then Tim shouted 'Allah for life!' So then we went as Emily and her two younger brothers have THE BEST HAIR! I took a picture of the one wih the awesomest hair! There will be the pictures on soon as i them from my phone via MMS,which is pretty skilled! And i expereienced what i like to call and 'Epic Funhouse Fail' last night! I ran full pelt into the mirrors, i then fell over on the little spinny things, i then fell over on the rocking things and got hit several times with the punchbags. PAHA.
Oh, and i'v been invited to Lucy-Dudley Large's sweet sixteen ball which should be good! And on the borthday note, my 16th birthday is on prom!! Which hs it's up's and down's, i'm having a party planned for me though which should be good! :)But yeah, i best be off as i need to wash my hair as it smells like the fair in general and other schoolish stuff before i go to sleep as it's school tommorow! So, see ya'll! :)
Btw, St Matt's passion tmo and my throat stings like a bitch!
S.

Photographs..

All the photo's on here i have taken myself. (Just to confirm it Ash. haha.)
And as my camera is broken i'v taken most of them with my crappy 1.3 megapixel phone camera, so there not good but... Hey. I get physical cravings to take photographs and i can't go on a proper little rampage with the crappy thing so i have to take them subtly when noones watching! Btw, WEINER DOG ON A MINI MOOG, is an awesome song! I suggest that you watch it on YouTube and subscribe to Parry Gripp. (L)

A lifetime of memories captured in the click of a button.

The wonders of technology bring memories to life!
Here are a few of my fav pics of the beach, enjoy, i know i did. :)









Theres a couple more that i'm unable to upload currently.


So, the fair tommorow then! I love this time of year, the nights are drawing in, the fair's come to town and everyones settled back down into normal school life.
I guess i'v been to the fair every year that i have lived here, well since i'v been old enough to go on any of the rides anyway so like 7-8 years old? But even so i guess i'm not really excited as much this ywar as i'v been there done that, but i'm excited for the occasion as everyone get's together for the fair and then to watch the fireworks and stuff saturday so it's just a great time of year! (L) I love the rides, the noise and hub-ub and the smells just as i know i'll remember them when the memories and faces fade when i'm older. But yeah. :) Anyways i had choir at lunch today then St Matthew's Passion afterschool today so that was MARVELLOUS except for the piercing squeaks heard whilst practicing our classical J.S.Bach piece, which btw i hav't been taught any of my solo yet which isn't the most amusing thing to know but i'm sure i will except when me and Ash went to Exeter sunday i suddenly remembered how insanely large Exeter cathedral is...(where we'll be singing and i'm doing my solo)
S.

I got a feeling, that tonights gonna be a good night.

title? B.E.P - I got a feeling.
Just another quick blog via mobile via my cosy bed. Well, friday night at tom's and we were stargazing and we just happened to see 3 shooting stars! It only lasted a moment i know but it was beautiful framed against the navy blue canvas of the night sky. It seemed to engulf the star then to spit it out again as the second star 'fell' i mean, what are the we chances? S.

Lights are blinding my eyes, people pushing by, they're walking off into the night.

Title? Blinding lights - The streets. Ash. (L)
This is a picture of the 'Beach tree' i thought it was necesary, i took it on our way to the bus stop yeterday.

Last night was a bit of a fail, was funny though and it wasn't that bad i guess! Epic youtube fun! :) Except we went to sleep at 2.30 and had to wake up at 8.45 to go to Exeter... Not so good. But today was great. Starbucks, TopShop, H&M and swift detour away from Jack Will's as we had no money haha. And various oter shops! And we went to the cathedral, it's huge! I swear me and Ash get abuse everywhere for no apparent reason. Well except the fact that we voice our opinions loudly and arn't subtle about them whatsoever. But hey, it's fine... BEAST.

WIENER DOG ON A MINI MOOG...

Title? Parry Gripp.
This week has been god despite the fact it's our first full week back at school as year 11's... eeek, coursework/exams a go-go.
Anyways, Today was fabulous!! We had a right laugh, it's great how a last minute plan turns into a fun day for all. :)It was so funny, we got on the bus and there was literally NO room for anyone else, there was giggling, talking teens that filled up the bus it was just full of us! When we got off at Saunton there was about 3 people on the bus haha! Then we all trekked onto the beach it was funny, back to our usual place. Me, Ash, Amy and Hannah went on a mission o reach a HOOOOGE dune at Saunton, so we trekked through brambles dune grass (which hurts!) and twigs to get to it, but i'm telling you... it was worth it haha. It was frikkin' huge and it was sooo fun, us on our little body boad, well Loz's! Wish we had a camera tbh. Haha, we went straight in the sea as soon as we got to the beach, epic bikini fail, but it was so fun! Rubber rings abd body boards maha, me and Ru went in together HAHA. Then Me, Tom Ash and Jaques had fun in the sea for a bit! And then me, Ash and Jaques had a sand fight LOL. Then we were just sliding down the dunes with Loz's body board. HA, it was fun! Then OH MY GOD! The sound of Liam rolling down the dune in a rubber ring has just made my day no, my YEAR. Geez, that was funny! Generally it was a FABULOUS day. So thank's everyone. :)
Yeah, the rest of the week i'v been with Tom most the time (L) Thank's Tom for being so amaaaaazing. I loved the roast btw haha! Lol. Epic TopGun fail. :F
And yeah, school's been good. I renewed my library books and on the way back home it was a beautiful day, the river looked shimmering and so i sat on a bench and listened to my ipod and i read my book and it was soo relaxing, seriously. :)
I'm currently at Ash's and we're watching x-factor, LOL. And i'm just in such a happy mood right now, i don't know why, but i am. Anyway's i'm off all in all had a fab week so... yeah pretty chuffed with the weather atm so hopefully it stay's like it. :) Ciao.

9/11 A horrific tragedy.

Geez, I've been watching the 9/11 series and it is truly horrifying, it's awful,reflective and upsetting and any sane and human person would feel some sort of discomfort watching them. Eurgh, it's awful. Such a tragedy to have happened and you have the same emotions as these people, when it happened i was too young to know what was going on so i just forgot about it but now I'm old enough to realise and feel the emotion and feeling's felt on this day. It makes me feel so petty and pathetic in my life to think that tragedies like this have happened. R.I.P.
Ont today, Tues, i had a pretty good day i guess, i didn't see Tom much though but was fine on the a home but now he's just being weird he won't tell me what's up he's not himself and I'm in a pretty bad mood atm which does' help the situation 'cos 'm being a pissy mood back which i'll regret well, i already do :/ so i decided to lighten it with 9/11 progs...
But on a lighter and GREAT note (literally :F)... OH MY GOD, right theres this Concert in Exeter Cathedral where our school along with a few others and proffessional singers who will sing J.S.Bach's composition St. Matthews Passion and we're singing this in October right, so next month and the woman who's teaching us picked me out of the whole of our group to sing a solo there btw did i mention it's in association with classic FM and the festival is called two moors festival and she picked me because 'i have great potential and that she loves my voice' so she wants to teach me and let me sing the solo in front of ALOT and i mean ALOT of important and proffessional singers and everything and i am SOOOO EXCITED seriously, i mean, there is so a good singers in this choir, they all i mean but i mean a few really good trained singers and i can't believe it, it s SUCH an A-MAZING opportunity and i can't believe it eeek. FABULOUS MUCH. But i really want to do it i just have to think about it because i wouldn't want to screw it up in front of the whole cathedral theres like, hundreds of people, literally and it's a proper thing! (L) Sorry, let me brag about my one moment of fame for a while and then i'll be over it soon! Haha. I'm supposed to be going swimming with the girls tmo, should be good, but only if i cba and if i can scrounge enough money off father paha.
Anyways, i have a lovely meal which will be prepared by father frm m&s on it's way so i'm looking forward to that (not that that's any different... :F but you know) and i'm missing the prog, so blog later perhaps. :)
S.

Jaques is over there ------------------>

In the computer room at school at 3.04pm, Jaques is over there, shuup yeah. :F (Y)

Ever fallen in love with someone, ever fallen in love in love with someone

Title? The Buzzcock's - Ever fallen in love. Tom is obsessed with this song atm. :)
So, I know this is he 3rd post in one day but i realised i havn't done a post secret blog and i hadn't done much today.
Tom has just left. :/ I hate it when he goes, is it wierd that I miss him as soon as he leaves? It was good though, i had baked potatoe which Tom refused then decided to mooch most of mine haha! Then a good old bowl of rice crispies.. PAHA.
But yeah, today's been nice, very relaxing and inspiring and a wonderful day all in all. I love love LOVE you Tom you handsome chap you. :D
But yeah, Dad's just explained his new video idea to me and it is AMAZING. Honestly, wow! I said that he has to do one with me using the set that he's building maha. I will post it on here when it happens, quite a while me thinks...;)
But yeah, attempting coursework which has been good and i'v realised what i need to do and i'm going to re-do some of my textiles coursework, but i'm feeing quite inspired at the moment so i may do some more art. Anyways, i'v had a good day, so thanks again Tom you potatoe stealing, head banging dweeb. :P
No doubt i will blog about something utterly irrelevant and pointless later but Hey, you don't have to read it. Meh, it won't ket me upload pictures for some apparent reason,my computer's being a bitch today, so sometime this week i wil try and do a potsecret but no promises...
S.

We're running with the shadows of the night.

Title? Pat Benatar. It seemed relevant to my train of thought.
I was just thinking, shadows are only visible when there is light. When it's dark, every shadow blends into each other, into nothingness. I know the reason for this but, your shadow counts as part of your identity i guess, i mean, your shadow grows and changes as you do, it's kind of like a mirror image and a memorandum of yourself but with the idea that it can change. Every ones shadows have the basic yet the shape, size etc aren't the same. Just a little thought me and Ash had and i just thought about again and decided to right it down and pursue it. Hmm, shadows are an interesting aspect of general life i find.
Anyway, I'm in an odd mood atm, a good mood none the less but just odd, reflective and solicitous, thoughtful and questioning, just curious i guess. I also feel creative and inspired at the moment, this is due to Regina Spektor, her beautiful lyrics, music and the meaning behind them. Also life and the outside world is inspiring me at the moment, I'm just thinking. Mostly about love, friendship, opinions, choices, commitment and so on and so forth. Anyways, erm, i think i'm gonna go as coursework awaits. :)
Much love, S.

Your using your headphones to drown out your mind

Title: Regina Spekor - Eet. God, i love this song, Maddy and Hannah introduced it to me recently and i am addicted i lisen to it everyday at least 3 times i also adore the video, it's really original and i love the depth of field and stuff. :)

I had a great night last night wit Tom, imean we didn't do much he just say here and we talked, listened to music and stuff, but just being with him is enough you know? Bt time flys by so fast when i'm with him which isn't really fair i don't think.
When he left at about half 10 i went on MSN and had a lot of nice MSN convo's :)
I know i'v mentioned it before but it's amazing how even though i'v known this person for a very shot amount of time and already i trust her completely, it's great feeling like that. That you just click. But yeah, many a splendid convo with many splendid people i have to say. :)
I feel very lucky at the moment to be quite honest, i mean, i have a handsome boyfriend, i'v made some marvellous new friends and i have some amazing old ones, i have a great life, i'm doing well at school but will improve after alot of hard work this year (yn) and i'm just a generally happy girl with her whole life ahead of her. :) Thanks Mum, Thanks Dad. :D haha.
Hmm, i'm no really fussed about school at the moment but what i'm annoyed about is the fatthat my textiles coursework sucks! It's awful. :/ I also need to get some material as soon we're making a playmat... anyway, let's not say anymore about that topic as it's heading for failure.
Anyway, today i'm staying in to tidy my room a bit, do some more coursework (art and textiles) and attempt to finish my wall, then i'm gonna go out with Tom when he get's back from his Nan's. (L)
But for now, i have to go wash up...¬¬ but i will be back as i'm in agood writing mood, luckily for you ;):D
Catch you later. X

The heart asks pleasure first.

Title? Michael Nyman, the beautiful ppiece of piano music currently attempting to be played on the keyboard infront of me by Hannah & Maddy on the bed.
Tnight was a last minute, spontaneous decision made by us all at break/lunchtime, but it's turning out pretty well tbh. ;)
So we attempted to do a 3 part harmony of 'Flightless Bird' by Iron and Wine it was pretty good but then we got side tracked maha. But yeah. :)
Had a.. "Interesting" omelette... :F LOL. Bit of a Rock Band craving sesh paha, and then now a bit of a singing/jamming/chatting sesh. I LOVE YOU GUY'S.
The first few day's back at school have been really good actually, i am concentrating more and stuff and i really am realising and getting better i think. I'm aiming higher! Anyway's we're in discussion and i can't concentrate on this.
Byeeeee. :)

PostSecret.

These are my two fav post secret's i couldn't decide.

I love this one it just makes me think, don't judge someone and love thos nearest to you, don't treat other's differently and most of all, don't give up.


I love this one as it's so true.
I really do need to settle down now, but will chat later i guess.

They say that time heals all things, they say you can always forget; but the smile and the tears across the years they twist my heart-strings yet.

Title: A little extract of a song from the A-MAZING book that i can't seem to put down 1984.
So, i'v just made myself a cuppa as i'm not in the right mind set to sleep just yet, which is a real pity as we go back to school tommorow. Geez, i'm in two minds about it,i'm excited andanticpating seing everyone again, i love seeing how everyones change since last term, but i'm nervous about all the serious hardwork the exams and basically what tommorrow represents... Basilly the first day of the rest of my life. I mean, from now on every year counts, no more messing around, no more jokey lessons, from now on it's GCSE'S, A levels, AS Levels, Uni, and then the rst of my life. And i don't want it all to go to pot. I am so worried about failing or getting C's or whatever. I just don't want everything to go wrong just because i havn't paid attention. Geez, i'v been saying it for a long time now that i need to buckle down but now i have finally realsised it's finall clicked that this IS my life now, studies come before everything else i guess and christ that sounds scary. But yeah, i have some new trousers and after a long tme searchingi finalyaave a new pair of shoes from TopShop, the whole of Exeter had absolutely no T-bar shoes, i was SO dissapointed. So anyways, mum cae dow yesterday with Coles, we went up to Exeter in search for school shoes and a fun day out, we had neither of those. School shoe shopping gets tedious after 3 hours of it... But yeah, it was a nice day andi havn't seen mother in ages so that was nice. She gave me fifty pounds, £30 for shoes, £20 formyself toughwhih was good. :D
Wet into town withTom today to get some school shoes, we bought the first pair as i liked them :) and then we andered round for a bit went to see Katy then we went to Costa vanilla frescato's FTW paha. Then we talked for like 2-3 hours which was funny but was supposed to be tidying my room and doing coursework, i'v done my room but i have a bit of coursework to do but it's fine. I'v edited my wall again. :F It's pretty cool. That's what i'm gonna miss most about this holiday i think, besides the freedom an lack of school etc the fact that i wont spend as much time with Tom... damn it.
Also i seem to have lost ALL of my work exp. paperwork, so i'm really pissed off about that as i need it and it's not bloody here! Geez, i really don't know wht to do, Tom's gonna come over and 'help me look for it' i doubt he will bother though HAHA. He'l just come round, we'll talk and then it won't get found haha. Anyways i'm going to go ad read now and hopefully sleep sometime soon. Will tell you about the first day tommorow. :) Nightttt from your loyal prefect :F
S.

Hold on, don't let yourself go, don't let your heart break.

Title: Pretty Jacks. :D
Havn't blogged in a while i guess, it's 'cos i'v been pretty busy.
Been round Tom's alot, been out alot, Been round M's the last two nights, was pretty goood. :) We did alot of talking and went to this random little charity BBQ thing, Maddy's dad went on the rodeo thing... :| PAHA. And we had a nice chat. :) (L)I love you bestie.
Also, I met Mariam, Nickie's Canadian cousin and i LOVE her, she is amazing haha. (L) I didn't get to say goodbye though 'cos i assumed i'd see her before today, saturday night has another singstar party at HLy's, this time Tom, Tim and Danny came and Mariam and Amy and Carys Izzyu's friend, she's really nice and reminds me of Lily Cole.
Basically there was a lot more people and NO TRAMPOLINE! (N) We went out alot with Mariam and Nickie etc, iut was really good, we went to Pilton Park alot, and me and her went on the roundabout and felt tres tres ill. :| RWe also took her to Rock Park TopShop$ and various other local attractions. (Y)
Also, a BT reunion went on, it was pretty alright tbh haha. We had a picnic in the park... it was just a generally random day then loads of the other's came down, this was when i met Mariam.
Today i got baqck from Maddy's at 6, got ready went down to this Riverfront gig thing, it was actually reallly good! And had a really good time, i also got the first and only actually worn t-shirt with Pretty Jack's on them including a strip of accidental gaffa tape...BONUS paha(L) That is going on my wall! ;)
I have also done ALOT of art chomework today with M. so thank god, don't have many left! I'm off to read and i'v got to like 100 pages or something on 1984 but now Hannah wants her '1000 Splendid Suns' back at school. :/ I really am not ready for schooll at all because from now onwards every year counts and is serious, and tbh, that is quite a scaruy thought. :/ I NEED TO CONCENTRATE i really can't afford to fail. (YN)
I'm out for now, will blog sooner this time just have been busy.
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