GOD, i'm so stressed atm,reading this helped.


'It’s not that I’m happy, because trust me, I wouldn’t call this happy, It’s just that i get annoyed when you worry. Because I think we both know that your too good for me, so when your annoyed with me, it’s a waste of time. You can tell me that it isn’t, adn that you care, but deep down, I will still always worry about it.Thats why I haven’t told you abotu it all yet, how much I don’t like where I am in life, but how afraid of the change I am going to take. How stressed I am, my parents think i’m into something, I barely speak, there are no words to leave these lips that could reassure them. It’s not that i’m happy, it’s because I love you. I want you to be happy, screw me, it’s you. Yer, the tunnel is dak, but the light is brighter. So by keeping it in, tellign you i’m fine, seeing you happy, I become elated. And happiness takes over. I would call it balance.
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This is a piece by Holly and i LOVE it.