Unknown is the worst type of knowing.
As you can tell i am not in the best of moods, and blogging down my thoughts and feelings helps me relax, i know it's not the most private and personal place to do so but thats what 'delete' is for.
I have no idea at the moment why i feel like this i'm stressed, highly strung, emotional, argumentative and i mean i's not normal to burst out crying is it? I don't know why i feel like this, and tbh, it's scary. I mean, lashing out at your nearest and dearest is never good and i can't seem to help it atm. I don't know what it is, jealousy? Hormones? Stress? And the best thing i could do right now is to relax at a friends just chill or someting, but as i'v beengrounded for tonight this is physically impossible. The grounding however has not helped my state of mind. I realy have NO clue as to why i'm like this but i actually just want it to dissapear, it's not a nice feeling! Just everything is getting to me. When one thing goes away and gets better something else goes wrong. And i'm always just waiting for something to go wrong for me. And sometimes,the people you expect to understand you, the people who you just NEED to understand you at this particular moment, just don't.
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