If i stand so still, in a beautiful silence, i can watch the world go by

I find obsolete infinity intriguing. I love when I'm angry, depressed or happy to go walking, to get away but also, just to think. Preferably somewhere where i know no one, no one at all. I love to sit and watch the world all it's mannerisms, and the odd ways of nature whilst time flys by. As if I'm invisible and i can just observe, step back for a moment and just listen to the world. Or even down a busy street i love to blend in and just listen to the odd titbit's of conversation i hear when walking past people and i like to wonder what and who they might be. Where they're rushing off too. But, sitting there, by the river, surrounded by the wonderfully real silence of growing things and the ecosystem beneath me all cooperating, i like to just contemplate i feel like i actally mean something, i feel that i fit in out there, skimming pebbles and sitting by the wall, smiling to myself. I just like to think how truly beautiful, is the silence of growing things :)