9/11 A horrific tragedy.

Geez, I've been watching the 9/11 series and it is truly horrifying, it's awful,reflective and upsetting and any sane and human person would feel some sort of discomfort watching them. Eurgh, it's awful. Such a tragedy to have happened and you have the same emotions as these people, when it happened i was too young to know what was going on so i just forgot about it but now I'm old enough to realise and feel the emotion and feeling's felt on this day. It makes me feel so petty and pathetic in my life to think that tragedies like this have happened. R.I.P.
Ont today, Tues, i had a pretty good day i guess, i didn't see Tom much though but was fine on the a home but now he's just being weird he won't tell me what's up he's not himself and I'm in a pretty bad mood atm which does' help the situation 'cos 'm being a pissy mood back which i'll regret well, i already do :/ so i decided to lighten it with 9/11 progs...
But on a lighter and GREAT note (literally :F)... OH MY GOD, right theres this Concert in Exeter Cathedral where our school along with a few others and proffessional singers who will sing J.S.Bach's composition St. Matthews Passion and we're singing this in October right, so next month and the woman who's teaching us picked me out of the whole of our group to sing a solo there btw did i mention it's in association with classic FM and the festival is called two moors festival and she picked me because 'i have great potential and that she loves my voice' so she wants to teach me and let me sing the solo in front of ALOT and i mean ALOT of important and proffessional singers and everything and i am SOOOO EXCITED seriously, i mean, there is so a good singers in this choir, they all i mean but i mean a few really good trained singers and i can't believe it, it s SUCH an A-MAZING opportunity and i can't believe it eeek. FABULOUS MUCH. But i really want to do it i just have to think about it because i wouldn't want to screw it up in front of the whole cathedral theres like, hundreds of people, literally and it's a proper thing! (L) Sorry, let me brag about my one moment of fame for a while and then i'll be over it soon! Haha. I'm supposed to be going swimming with the girls tmo, should be good, but only if i cba and if i can scrounge enough money off father paha.
Anyways, i have a lovely meal which will be prepared by father frm m&s on it's way so i'm looking forward to that (not that that's any different... :F but you know) and i'm missing the prog, so blog later perhaps. :)
S.